so, it’s been a while. ever have one of those periods where you feel as if all your creative energy has been zapped? i’ve felt like the wind has been sucked out of my creative sails. and while summer is ALWAYS welcomed with open arms, i also blame our loosy-goosey lifestyle for my absence here and my lack of creativity. with everyone home 24/7, every ounce of energy in my body was spent meeting kids’ needs and keeping our house afloat. there just wasn’t room for much else. and i don’t want you to think i’m complaining, truly i’m not. i know it’s a season of life, and it will pass much more quickly than i’d like. BUT. it’s draining. i am tired. of cleaning up spills for the millionth time and picking up toys just to have them thrown around 4 seconds later, and laundry and dishes that i just can’t seem to stay caught up with.
summer was fun and great and beautiful and there was so much togetherness. but it was also overwhelming and intense and and there was so. much. togetherness. we did some wonderful things, but i kind of felt like I had to referee my way through the days (just being real here). why did I not get a whistle in june?!? and please tell me i’m not the only one who would have benefitted from one!?!
we are back in the swing of things with school, and as my days feel a bit lighter (with b in 1st and c in pre-k), so do i. i’m all for the ease of summertime, but really, i love some structure to our days. i think the kids and i all thrive on some sort of routine, rhythm, and predictability. and as we’re completing our fifth week of that, i feel myself coming back to earth. and to this place. and that feels good.